Janet

Janet, my co-worker and friend, died 3 hours after we left her yesterday.  The overwhelming feeling is relief.  The slow-building grief has not yet surfaced.  But it will - oh yes it will.  I spent the day the day telling people the news - our staff, others around the hospital, administrators, Human Resources.  It was exhausting but real and gave me something to focus on - a way to help.  The conversations were rich, the loss is deep.  It's raw.